This is a time of change and challenge

This will be the second post after restarting my blog. I have been away for a while due to family obligations. This past year has been hell to be quite frank. The start of 2017 my mom got sick and then we spent the first 4 months of the year taking care of her and watching her get sicker. In April she passed away and went home. Since that day I have been trying to recover from losing her. It has been a long journey. Every day is a struggle to remember to get out of bed, to take care of myself, and to not be angry that she is gone even though I know that she is better where she is at I still miss her. I know there are many out there who struggle with loss and depression. I understand how you feel. It is a hard thing to deal with the loss of someone that you are close to. Let me say now, I am sorry for your loss. I know that does not make it better or make it go away. I know that you are struggling I am sorry it has to hurt. On to other things. After my mom passed away my fiance and I moved back to AR and are currently living with his mom. I am working at JCPenny’s and also I am a paranormal investigator. Which makes for an interesting combination. I will tell you a little about that and some other things I have experienced. I hope you enjoy this blog and will come back to read more.